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I 'aint often right, but I never been wrong

Thu May 14, 2009, 10:21 PM
  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: Jimmy Buffett - Scarlet Begonias
  • Watching: Fresh Prince of Bel Air
So yeah, been awhile since my last entry. Not sure why I'm bothering writing a new one either, but eh, what're you gonna do?

My mom's still in the hospital. Well, technically she's in a different hospital now. She's at the Rehab Institute of Michigan. It's probably the best place for physical rehab in the midwest. The Red Wings and Tigers send their people there, so they've gotta be pretty good. She's able to move her arms okay and can grab things with her left hand. The right arm and hand were more severely damaged than the left, so it'll take her at least an extra 6 months for her right hand to recover. She's finally gotten a bit of movement out of her legs. It's not much, but it's infinitely better than nothing. They're more working on her balance and such before they work on getting her walking. Which makes sense. It takes a surprising amount of balance to walk. She said the doctors are planning to discharge her in a month. The insurance company wants her out in 2 weeks though, so not sure which it'll be. She's not going to be coming back her once she's discharged though. Our house just isn't at all setup for someone in a wheelchair. My dad's seeing if the insurance company will pay the money for an addtion to be built for her, so that she can live here. It's not unheard of, but we're not sure if they're willing or not. Our lawyer's been a big help during this whole thing. He's a nice guy too. Guess not all lawyers are heartless bastards.

I haven't gotten to play D&D in more than a month. Something's always come up, usually school work. It's really frustrating. I'm 2 adventures away from finishing a campaign completely for the first time ever. All my other ones have ended prematurely for one reason or another, and it's always left me kinda feeling... I dunno. Tomorrow (or actually today I guess) is my last day of classes. Not sure how I did on my History Goes to the Movies final. Had to write 5 mini essays for that. Well, I got an A on the last essay I did for it, so I'm fairly confident I did good. Not so sure on how I did for my mythology essay though. I've just got this bad feeling I screwed it up. But I guess I'll find out tomorrow after I finish my test. Should be cake.

For God knows what reason, I let my friend convince me to join a dating site. I'm not gonna say which one, since I don't want any of you trying to find me on there. I have very little faith in it however. All the people it tells me would be a good match for me seem to have absolutely nothing in common with me. Some of them seem like they'd sooner run me over than go on a date with me. I don't know why I let him talk me into joining it. Hope I guess. Or maybe desperation. It's getting hard to distinguish between them. I just know I'm sick of being alone. I need a friggin pomegranate.

Haven't done anything arty. Just been too damn stressed. If I'm stressed, and I make a mistake, it'll frustrate me, which will make another mistake much more likely. And so on, and so on, until I just want to go downstairs, load one of the guns and shoot the hell out of whatever I'm trying to work on. Haven't been able to relax myself either. And I am beyond sick of hearing "you need to get laid" whenever I say that. It's not going to fucking happen and everyone who says that should damn well know it by now.

Off to bed with me. Later.

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:iconhakkido:
I am glad to hear your mother is doing a bit better now, and wow sounds like the best care-place to be for sure!

Also I hope you can finnish your DnD game n such, you might wanna hit up Allison *OneFamiliarSong while she went to college she got obsessed with DND maybe u could add her to your group with Adam.

Also good to hear your studies are doing somewhat good I hear you on all that work n stress man :/ It will lighten up im sure.

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"Nothing worth having comes easy"
:heart: My Love - [link] :heart:
:icontalonoftiamat:
Yeah, I noticed Allison's been playing D&D. Problem being that I've got too many people already in the game. Plus it's really late to be bringing anyone into it since I'm gonna be ending it in 2 sessions.

Also, got my mythology essay back, and I got an A on it, so go me.
:iconfuzzymonk:
what about your next campagin, or is that on hold?

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In the darkest times hope is something you give yourself, that is the meaning of inner strength. Iroh
:icontalonoftiamat:
What do you mean what about it?
:iconhakkido:
Awesome job dude congrats! wrkin hard I c :3

also u can always later in time

--
"Nothing worth having comes easy"
:heart: My Love - [link] :heart:
:icontalonoftiamat:
Working hard my ass. We had 2 months to do the essay and I did it all the night before.
:iconfuzzymonk:
Could we add alison to the group for your next campagin?

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In the darkest times hope is something you give yourself, that is the meaning of inner strength. Iroh
:icontalonoftiamat:
... you're joking right? I've already got more people than I want.

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